Today is our 5 year wedding anniversary.... As usual we did nothing to celebrate because we have no money. I been attempting to get Ty to get a better paying job so we could get by a little better.... he seems to like to stay at these jobs that only pay him like 8 or 9 dollars an hour when he can easily go get a job that'll pay him 12 dollars an hour. I don't know what his deal is. I can't get a job with my car broken and no cell phone. There is an invisible brick wall in front of me. I think I may have gotten to the top of the brick wall to get on the other side I get shoved right back to the bottom of it. It's so frustrating. I don't know what to do anymore. I hate not having money. I hate not being able to do anything. There isn't much to do when you have absolutely no money and everything costs money to do. It seems nothing is free anymore. Except going to the city park and walks.... before you know it they will start charging you to go the the freaking city park. Park isn't exactly within walking distance from here. BLAH!!!